There’re lots of influences from everywhere … telling us that money represents the key for a beautiful life … and we are so, so silly that we believe we can actually be even happy … if we would have this.
The time is passing and we start to have an obsession to have more and more and more …. not asking ourselves if this is a real path to follow in life … or just a pathless path.
And I had this focus on money … on and on and on … for almost 25 years.
I could even say …. It was all … an obsession …. having the illusory belief that money will heal my fears, will bring me relaxation … and in fact the best life could offer to a human being.
So … all what i had in mind was to make more and more money.
I wanted it so, so badly that i forgot about morality … values … or anything relating to a normal attitude.
I just wanted money.
I was suffering of a disease of wanting more and more money … continuing having the illusory belief that later …
those money will bring me … happiness.
And i continued … believing that this path is the best way i could continue my life … not realizing my naivety.
But money came … more and more and more … and guess what?!
The happiness delayed to appear.
For a while … i thought i am still not ready for that … or i simple had to continue collecting more money … not being enough the level where i was.
I was … so damn silly … acting like a child that is trying to touch the horizon line.
But unfortunately… it was all worst than that.
It was not that i could not enjoy … those money … but ignoring the fact that money are in fact energy … i did not realized that the all those possessions i had … came against me.
I wanted badly something … did not cared how i was getting that something …. so that in the end to be overwhelmed by a negative impact … all being related with those energies which i would define today as … karmic money.
So … my stupid obsession …. like any obsession … came against myself.
All became … karmic.
And it was not only that all those money did not brought me anything good … but the impact was huge … and was unfortunately a negative one.
I’ve realized … i’ve wasted my time for almost 25 years … as in the end to see that … in fact … i was following just … pathless paths.
It was all an illusion … and i’ve been so, so stupid.
Everything i’ve started to ask myself was if it was …. too late … to change anything.
… but who the hell …. knows.
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